Spoilers ahead for Marvel and The 100
I lost 3 of my personal heroes recently, and it’s too much. I cried for hours about Lexa,then Peggy, and now Steve. Lexa is dead and I quit The 100 because of her. Peggy died about 3 weeks ago in CW and then again exactly a week later when her show was cancelled. I literally almost broke down crying in the middle of PT when I saw the news.
After school today, I was tearing up when I saw #GiveCaptainAmericaABoyfriend trending, and then again for #MakeReyAsexual. I was actually happy about something for once. This lasted about 30 minutes, when I saw the pic of Steve saying “Hail Hydra.”
I realize now that that might not actually be him, but at the time I didn’t. This picture on top of the fic I read last week with him making acephobic comments ruined how I see him. I’ve already cried almost 2 hours about it, but I can’t stop.
The point of this post though was that I looked up to all 3 so much, and I would be so different without them. I’m crying again, in case you were wondering.
Can you please just stop killing my heroes?